I?ve been programming C# professionally for a bit over 4 years now. For the past 4 years I?ve worked for a few small/medium companies ranging from ?web/ads agencies?, small industry specific software shops to a small startup. I've been mainly doing "business apps" that involves using high-level programming languages (garbage collected) and my overall experience was that all of the works I?ve done could have been more professional. A lot of the things were done incorrectly (in a rush) mainly due to cost factor that people always wanted something ?now? and with the smallest amount of spendable money. I kept on thinking maybe if I could work for a bigger companies or a company that?s better suited for programmers, or somewhere that's got the money and time to really build something longer term and more maintainable I may have enjoyed more in my career. I?ve never had a ?mentor? that guided me through my 4 years career. I am pretty much blog / google / self taught programmer other than my bachelor IT degree.
I?ve also observed another issue that most so called ?senior? programmer in ?my working environment? are really not that senior skill wise. They are ?senior? only because they?ve been a long time programmer, but the code they write or the decisions they make are absolutely rubbish! They don't want to learn, they don't want to be better they just want to get paid and do what they've told to do which make sense and most of us are like that. Maybe that?s why they are where they are now. But I don?t want to become like them I want to be better. I?ve run into a mental state that I no longer intend to be a programmer for my future career. I started to think maybe there are better things out there to work on. The more blogs I read, the more ?best practices? I?ve tried the more I feel I am drifting away from ?my reality?. But I am not a great programmer otherwise I don't think I am where I am now. I think 4-5 years is a stage that can be a step forward career wise or a step out of where you are.
I just wanted to hear what other have to say about what I?ve mentioned above and whether you?ve experienced similar situation in your past programming career and how you dealt with it. Thanks.